attacked by pettir

2011-03-13T01:59:00.006+08:00

Some try to forget, Some tend to dwell

Me?

I'm no where near...

... by Lah

Untitled

2011-02-28T02:45:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes when you're young you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans. But as you get older you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made where simply plans. Because at the end when you're looking back instead of forward you want to believe you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered."

Once, I Was Invincible

2011-02-26T02:48:00.003+08:00

i don't have the inspiration to write. the urge to type something. i guess, i lost myself. the "me" whom i once become. i want to be him again, where no mountain is to high to claim and no road is too long to run... i was once invincible. i miss being him...

Invincible by Lahelectrik

My Time Alone

2011-01-20T04:43:00.004+08:00

Aku tau... tak perlu katakan lagi. Iye! aku memang dah tak ada masa untuk menulis blog. Tu dulu. Mungkin sekarang aku dah mempunyai masa. Mungkin. Ah! Aku pernah kata macam ni. Tapi kali betul, aku memang dah ada masa untuk menulis.Banyak cerita aku nak kongsikan. Terlampau banyak. Untuk pagi ni, aku dahulukan cerita pendek ni.

Aku baru je sampai dari Shah Alam. Perjalan aku mula Johor Bahru. Jam menunjukkan pukul 10 a.m, aku ke Melaka. Naik bas. Banyak duit aku nak naik kereta an! Haha. Sampai je Melaka dalam jam 1 p.m, aku terus ambil bas tambang ke Bandar Merlimau, dari situ aku naik teksi ke Politeknik Merlimau. Ada urusan. Nanti aku ceritakan. Selesai urusan aku, aku ambil teksi ke Bandar Merlimau dan sama ceritanya. Dekat Melaka Central aku ambil pula bas ke Shah Alam. Ada urusan juga, tapi aku cancel-kan. Dalam keletihan yang teramat-amatnya. Crash dekat rumah Hibri. Dia pun nak balik ke JB, so aku tag along. Start engine kereta, keluar dari rumah dia jam 11 p.m . Kimek sampai je exit Shah Alam dia berhenti tepi jalan then mintak aku drive. Punaya betul! Haha. Aku tengah sedap tidur. Dia punya membuta sampai ke Machap. Aku layan la highway tu sorang-sorang. Dah dekat macam baru dia nak bangun. Kalahkan aku yang memang dalam kepenatan ni. Tak apa. Best gak dapat layan 365km dengan Savvy an. Apa yang aku dapat dalam journey aku ni, aku dapat waktu untuk diri aku sendiri. Waktu untuk aku bermusahabah diri dan kenali diri aku balik. (Panjang juga an. Haha)

Haha. Tu je cerita aku. Esok, eh! Lusa, tak, mungkin tulat baru aku sambung. Haha! Selamat Membuta!!!

My Time Alone by Lahelectrik

We Were

2010-12-23T03:20:00.004+08:00

how i miss my classmates. desperate to see those faces whom together making shit out of life.doing things beyond life.where money is not a factor and corruption are no where to be seen. just laughter and giggles makes life turns. i want to be the hero i am back then...where i feel stronger there than now...

We Were by Lahelectrik

A Second

2010-12-18T17:33:00.005+08:00

boleh tak jika aku mahu terbang dan terus terbang di langit tanpa memandang ke belakang? aku mahu bebas sebentar, walaupun hanya untuk sesaat...

hanya untuk sesaat by Lahelectrik

Just A Day

2010-11-12T05:25:00.006+08:00

it's 5.25 in the morning.had a really busy day.just now i had the kind of dream that i wish it would be true,i want it to...

i was somewhere i can't recall.i'm there with my peeps from way back home and even from unisel.stayed at a apartment i don't even know where it is.typical dream plot i guess.went out with this one beauty that i have a crush with that turned into a romantic date.probably she would read this post.she always does.

i came out from the apartment.Maey locked the door. coincidently bumb into her in front of the hall way.she asked us to tag a long with her to a window shopping spree.hell yeah we did.we walked the shopping mall and later on came few peeps.i was trying my hardest to get her attention.yeah,like usual i became a fool to myself.there she meet a friend of her.having dinner with her while i'm the one supposed to be.i was like screw that guy with a big capital F.felt like wasted my self with a bottle of Jack,a friend came and said "cheer up mate,it's not the end".a wise fella,it did.walked back to our unknown apartment was like raining,but in a romantic way.slow showered rain with a nice whispering wind to the hair.she said "hold my hand,i'm cold". :D . we talked,laughed, and went crazy.time froze at that moment,it was like the world can see i was heaving the time of my life.later that night she said "it's late,i need to go back to college now" with a beautiful smile set to her face.it was a moment to remember...then...my fairytale had been interrupt by continuous banging sound coming from upstairs.sigh.woke up with a pissed of attitude but a big smile to the face.so much for a kiss in front of the door...

having this dream put me into a little tiny ease after i texted her back only once using my house mate's phone.this will happen when i have a screwed up pocket money.sigh.probably one day this dream of mine would be true.hehe.really looking forward for a nice lovely day with her.Insyaallah probably it would :)

Just A Day by Lahelectrik

Finding The Right Path

2010-10-14T14:29:00.004+08:00

back at Unisel now.in the library right now.didn't attend my classes for the past few days.didn't have the urge and will to go...last semester...hmm...didn't do well.got an embarrassing CGPA for a science stream student.and i have to repeat chemistry paper.flunk it as usual.really depressed right now.don't no what to do.either i should finish my foundation here or drop out and go to Politeknik Merlimau or Uitm.God please show me the right path...

Finding The Right Path by Lahelectrik

Kerabu Mangga Terakhir

2010-10-10T04:28:00.006+08:00

kadang-kadang aku cuba lari, lari dari realiti.cuba untuk tidak mengatakan beliau telah pergi.tetapi Allah lebih menyayanginya.tak salah untuk aku mengatakan yang aku lebih rapat sama beliau berbanding cucu-cucu yang lain.Alhamdulillah aku sempat meluangkan masa bersama beliau.rasa masakan beliau.makan kerabu mangga buatan air tangan beliau.berbuka bersama beliau.teman beliau ke sana ke mari.urut beliau semasa lelah.walaupun tak seberapa.walaupun sekejap.dan walaupun kadang-kala terlintas yang aku terlambat untuk bersamanya.aku tetap bersyukur.dan sekarang semua tak akan seperti dulu...

beliau seperti tidur pada hari-hari biasa dengan senyuman dan wajah yang tenang.kucupan terakhir di dahi.maaf kerana tidak dapat menahan air mata di makam.hati terasa sangat sayu.aku seorang sahaja yang bermandikan air mata di situ.aku perasan, uncle-uncle aku menahan sebak melihat aku.maksu menghadap aku lalu berkata "kenapa menangis, tadi tak kan?".kami, berjurai semuanya.aku tahu perasaan maksu aku.aku rapat sama dia...kami rapat sama beliau.tangisan tak berhenti itu hari...

semoga roh beliau di cucuri rahmat dan semoga roh beliau di tempatkan bersama golongan-golongan yang beriman.

terima kasih nenek, terima kasih untuk segalanya...merindui mu buat selamanya...

Al-Fatihah buat Zahrah binti Hussien

( 1944 - 25/10/2010 )

Trying To Turn The Pendulum

2010-07-31T13:28:00.002+08:00

wohooo!gila lama aku tak post.tengah sibuk dengan mid sem test.isnin ni last.haish pening kepala aku.ouh aku sekarang ni dekat JB.lama tak balik sini.ramai aku nak jumpe,nak catch up time yang kita lost semua.budak-budak matrix tengah cuti mid sem kan?satu pun aku tak jumpe lagi.esok dah kena balik Unisel.hmm...cepat masa berlalu.kawan-kawan semua dah ada life sendiri,pergi dengan haluan sendiri.Azam dah dapat masuk UTM semarak.Hibri UiTM shah alam,Qucai dekat YPJ,Sopie,Fathi matrix mana pun aku tak ingat,Nina Kolej Mara Seremban,Mael sekajap lagi masuk Poli merlimau,aku dah dekat mana.gila cepat masa berlalu.kawan-kawan lain yang aku kenal pun dah sibuk sambung belajar.nak contact pun susah.

aku tak boleh nak bohong.aku rindu zaman-zaman sekolah.bukan pergi sekolah jumpa cikgu dan belajar.just masa-masa yang kita dapat lepak sama-sama dengan semua kawan-kawan dalam satu kelas.buat hal sama-sama.pergi kacau orang.petang-petang ada koko atau stay back masa sekolah konon-kononnye nak study sedangkan pergi kacau orang lepas tu buat hal.rindu bila cikgu heza call aku pukul 9 pg tanya datang sekolah ke tak,lepas tu masuk sekolah lepas rehat,dengan muka selamba dan tak bersalah.haha.bila ingatkan balik,rasa macam semua tu baru berlaku semalam.aku nak masa-masa macam tu lagi.kalau boleh aku nak putar...hmm...memang tak boleh...

bila masuk Universiti dah lain.memang seronok.bebas.tak ada orang nak kacau kau buat itu ini.kau boleh jadi siapa kau nak,rock star,liar,bitch,nerd,budak kaki blue...lantak engkau.tak ada siapa nak halang.kau tak masuk kelas pun orang tak ambil tahu.but standby carry mark untuk final exam kau macam mana nanti.haha.

dulu aku ingat sekolah penat,damn dekat universiti lagi tak hingat siot!dah la...banyak aku nak cerita ni...mungkin aku patut berhenti menaip sekarang,tak sekejap lagi melewe aku tulis...haha

ada rezki malam ni aku post lagi...Peace

Turn The Pendulum by Lahelectrik

For Me

2010-06-27T04:45:00.002+08:00

For Me by Lahelectrik

Uncertainties

2010-06-27T03:52:00.004+08:00

hye...erm...yeah dah lame tak post something.had been uberly busy with confusion,crying, heart aching and shits.love?it's not about love this time.it's life.life is unfair.nope,i'm wrong.let me rephrase that,humans are unfair that made this world an unfair place to live in.shit,i totally lost it this time.

this past few weeks had put me in a state where i'm emotionally and mentally unstable.it had made me done a rather (how to put this) stupid but yet a must thing to do.i had started my course in Unisel.with reasons and situation me and only some know,i dropped out.but with much consideration (but still in doubt),i finally decided to re-enter as a student there.for now (?).

ouh,i had been in JB for a week now.so it looks like i have to pack all of my stuff again.i'm going back to my hostel in few hours from now.shit

God give me the strength to go through this.

Uncertainties by Lahelectrik

Oyeh!Balik!

2010-06-04T10:50:00.003+08:00

this will be an uber duperly short post...

after an absence of 2weeks from my hometown.finally i got the chance to go back home.but only for 3 days.i'll leave selangor in another hour or so.tak sabar siot nak balik!missed the coolness of JB.missed my mami,my sisters,lil bro's,her(?) and my peeps.haha.

i'll post about what i did,the guys i met in unisel,my house mate,room mates and classmates later on in JB.just waiting for my dad now.he went to the head of department of his faculty just now.hmm...boring.so then,i'll see ya later!

home coming by Lahelectrik

Ouh No!He's Back!

2010-05-25T02:52:00.002+08:00

rindu gila dengan blog ni.kemalasan mengusai diri.haha.it's probably my last day in JB.i mean like i'm going to migrate to selangor tomorrow.eh jap...it's today...tinggal berape jam je lagi ni!haha.shit!time do fly by.gonna miss my family,the dudes that i've learn to be a man with(to lazy to list each names),my teachers and her.her?haha.so not going to tell!...for now.haha

i'm going to Unisel.taking foundation in science.hope i can pull it through.InsyaAllah i can.wish me the best of luck!

shit my grammar is so the berterabur right now.need to start writing back a.s.a.p but....too lazy to write.uber duper sleepy right now.hehe

ZZZZZZZ by Lahelectrik

Where I'm Cruising Toward

2010-05-11T04:16:00.004+08:00

future billionaire by Lahelectrik

Guess Who's Back!!! (Again!)

2010-04-07T04:31:00.008+08:00

it's like err...i lost count since the last post i made.eh...it was 28th of feb.lame siot

i'm back.for real.probably.haha.

alot to tell but for now,let's start with what happened today.like it was the saddest cruelest day of my life for now.kot?.maybe la...errr???haha.so after done picking up my last payslip from where i used to work (yup aku kerja bak!) later went to where i used to called it "my school",as i was making a hair pin corner with my trusted "kude besi" (ouh yeah,dah tak pakai scooter,it's a 4 stroke mighty manual clutch kuda besi now.hehe). then gedebaBOOONGeheeeekkkkkbak!.DAYMN!jadi Valentino Rossi la pulak.haha.shit,this is what happen when a cute guy like me (it's true,i am cute!wahaha) trying to act and be like a mat rempit.

the shitest part of all,i was riding with my kak ngah.but she's okay,just a couple of wounds on both of her knees.me?aha!like always.teruk la.haha.i wounded my chin,left knee,3 left fringers,left feet,right elbow,perut (babat lebih,tu yang kena perut.haha).si kak ngah boleh himpap aku time jatuh tu,memang la dia oke.haha.but alhamdulillah nothing serious happen to her.ouh and my kude besi...sob sob...for 7 month i'm with her,not even a single scratch ever lay on her.but...now...sob sob*...she's in pain...i'm in pain too by just looking at her in that condition.sob sob*.she suffered a scrap on front left side of her body,a broken lever,totally ruined balancer and a totally twisted left foot rest.sob sob*...but neayhhhhh...dah tukar semua.hehe.but her scratched body,didn't done that part yet because it will totally make a big hole in my wallet.haha.end of month kot baru buat.

ouh not to forget,thanks to the 3 indians kot yang helped me bangun on my feet (tak nampak siap because i was "ting tong" at that time, recognize them by their body odours.ngahaha) and to the pakcik that helped us.sorry pakcik bacause jawab mengarut-ngarut masa pakcik tanya tadi.hehe.tengah blur.

jap-jap!aku heran,asal aku nak pergi beli motor baru je,mesti jatuh motor,haish!(ouh lupa nak cerite,sebenarnye we were on our way to the bike shop to make a booking for a new scooter for kak ngah).so let see,macam mana aku nak cebuk eak lepas ni?sakit doe!haha!

peace love and harmony reggae sampai pagi by Lahelectrik

I Will

2010-02-28T18:06:00.004+08:00

so much to tell but yet so little time

i promise i'll update.sooner or later.

Insyaallah by Lahelectrik

The Only Way I Can Tell You

2010-01-28T02:13:00.007+08:00

i wished it didn't had to come for me to wrote about us in my blog.but it's the only way now.the only way i know.

do you feel fair for me to watch you wrote about him on your status?is it seems fair for you to say to me that "we're like boyfriend and girlfriend"?how'd you feel if i say that to you?how'd you feel if i rise on someone else's photo on my page and wrote "Imy & ily.She's the best give from God that i ever had"?like you did?.and so like now it's wrong for me to feel jaded about that huh?

but now you're trying to turn the table around.making as it was my false.i'm tired of being the most who tries to glue us together.yeah i've been really busy with my job lately.i'm trying to get used to my job,trying to suit in with my work schedule.so i can't be there for you around the clock.i've told you no matter how busy i am i'll try to reach you.the same thing goes when my pocket is empty.but you never seem to care.because of i didn't text or call you for a day or two,you'd on purposely start a fight.and each and every time we fight you'll say "we're over".i'm letting all of this out just to let you know how'd it feels to be in my shoes.

baby i'm not accusing you with another guy,i didn't asked you to fine someone else that is better than me.yeah i feel jaded about you and him.i've kept it down before.but i no longer can.i still trust you.i know,i'm not the guy every princess wishes to be her prince.i only can try my hardest to be the one who loves you the most in any circumstances even if it means for me to love you from a far and in silence.God knows how much it kills me how'd this relationship turn right now,at this moment,its not my sweet words i'm writing.it's me,the real Ahmad Saifullah.

i know i too had done wrong toward you.i just want us to be how we used to be.i love you a lot.i'll kill to mend this.here's for all the mistake i've done to you...

depressed and jaded by Lahelectrik

It's A Boy!

2010-01-11T22:53:00.004+08:00

11/01-genap sebulan aku dan dia bersama.hanya dapat aku katakan adalah aku berterima kasih atas cinta yang telah kau.walaupun sering kali bertelingkah,aku tetap mencintai kau.situasi seperti itu adalah asam garam dalam perhubungan.hubungan ini telah mematangkan aku.semoga hubungan ini akan berkekalan.

p/s :Noor Naurah bt Hussin,i love you

Struck

2010-01-09T00:29:00.003+08:00

it breaks me just reading at it.i just don't know what to do,what to say or how to react.i'm a plain stupid dummy doll right now.someone please put a string on me and bring me to life as your puppet.because it's easier to be a puppet when i'm with you rather than being myself.

confused and stupid at the time by Lahelectrik

Just Short

2010-01-06T21:34:00.003+08:00

this is a short post

well as all u guys can see,it's been long since my last post.the thing is,i just came back from kl.been there for about 2 weeks and the other reason for my disappearance because of my pc broke down.i'll get it back in another week or two.pfftt...

so i just came back from JB city.as i was droving back home,there had been accident.a motorcyclist had been kick from his bike and fell unconscious. without second thought quickly i pull over on the out skirt of the left lane.me,bee,mael and azam jump out from the car and help that guy out.mael and azam cleared the road while me and bee and some other guys help the motorcycle to safety.a couple of minutes after that he woke up.he was in shock and didn't remember what had happen.a while after that a ambulance came.

that guy would be fine i think.just that he had a concussion and maybe a broken ribs.i'm still shaking right now.it was my first helping people in distress.

so to those whom are a frequent user of the road,drive safely and think about your love ones...

just short by Lahelectrik

The Call

2009-12-18T19:36:00.004+08:00

i had a blast talking to you last night.thanks for calling me back when my phone is zero.the long hours of talk,i don't want it to stop.thanks for singing to me.even though it's not that sedap but still, i love you for that.

p/s : i love you

love you by lahelectrik

Easy As 1,2,3

2009-12-17T00:40:00.003+08:00

would it came true if i wish for you to pop out in front of me from thin air in 1,2,3..?aha!wish that you're here sayang :D!

love by Lahelectrik

I Just Don't Know

2009-12-15T20:21:00.003+08:00

i'm alone,in front of my pc.just looking at it with all this thoughts wondering my mind.i'm drowning in it.i don't know what to do now.maybe there's nothing left to do.nothing left to mend.i've tried my best.maybe love is just not my game.yeah,maybe.if i could ask one thing from God.i would want to know about love.God had given me love.He had given me her.i'm thankful for that.i really am.now i'm slacking around,didn't took care of her.didn't give the attention that she needed.just spoiling the love that God had given to me.God,i want to ask more.i want the strength to go through this.you know how i'm fragile in love.i want to have all the knowledge to love someone.so that i wouldn't left her hanging like that.i'm still learning.i don't know what to do know.i'm just hanging by the moment.still with high hopes.don't know what's there for me.just couldn't say anything more.God please help me.

down by Lahelectrik

Don't Mess It

2009-12-14T03:13:00.006+08:00

Alhamdulillah things worked out well.i am really sorry for what i've caused you.i regret that tears had fall for my actions.i'll try my best to avoid it from happening ever again.God had given me the pretties angel from heaven.if i were to choose between maria ozawa and you,without second thought she would be you.this is our time baby,just you and me.sincerely from the bottom of my heart,i love you

self reminder : Lah,don't mess things up.just take it slow,one step at a time and surf with the flow. p/s:i love you

blessed from 'above' by Lahelectrik

Regreting

2009-12-13T19:43:00.006+08:00

i can't breath.i just can't.my heart is beating out of control.why do i have to say that to her and ruined all that what we have.i'm so blind.i'm so stupid.i regret it.i need you to know that i love you.please answer my calls.please reply my texts.i'm getting insane.i can't think straight.i need you.i want you more than anything now,more than anything baby.don't abandon me like this.i need you.

if you do read this,i want you to know that,Noor Naurah bt Hussin,i love you.

hoping for you by Lahelectrik

Tibe-tibe?

2009-12-12T06:03:00.003+08:00

kau tak paham?

aku pon tak paham la Lah.

ahaha!

cikit hari aku cerita.promise!

aku tau aku dah lame tinggalkan kau,

maafkan aku ye blog.

aku janji yang ni terakhir kalinye.buat mase ni la.

haha!

huh?dah kenape? by Lahelectrik

The Guy Who Loves Shoes

2009-12-05T23:10:00.007+08:00

i'm so gonna grab my self a pair of supra or two!want it want it want it!haha

crazy for shoes by lahelectrik

In Need Of A New Start

2009-11-21T19:02:00.005+08:00

i've got more than what i've bargain for

that's what puts me in a state of penitence

searching for his true self by Lahelectrik

Lah's Crush

2009-11-01T20:51:00.008+08:00

i think i have a crush on this girl at my tuition class.lately it turns into a big one.unfortunately today was our last class.wahhhh...!ouh tapi tak ape,her house is like less then 50 yards from mine's.hehe.tu pun baru dapat tau minggu lepas.haha!she's sweet,pakai tudung and her smiles,menggoda gile.but it's just a crush.hope so.LAH!stop it!SPM is just around the corner and now you're posting about girls.great!

Di awangan by Lahelectrik

Burn It Down Bebeh!

2009-10-22T22:11:00.004+08:00

i love my evil plan where in the distance future,where me and mael are success with our career and have a mountains of cash.we'll buy that arrogant father's spectacles shop.turn it into a pork farm and then burn it down!wahahaha!

Stupid future plan by Lahelectrik

If You Were Me,What Would You Do? #2

2009-10-22T16:45:00.004+08:00

i think my mind is ageing more than it should.duh!like i can debate with a 25 y/o dude and taking victory only by talking in the phone?and expecting the mere future consequence for each of my and peoples actions.what's happening to me?is it wrong to think like a 47 y/o guy in a 17 y/o teen body?erm...maybe not.

ouh and the cikgu's little brother.dude!i'm not the one who apologized,your brother did.and think before you act or talk.there's a consequences for each of your acts.stupid la you.get a class or tuition on how to live in life without getting killed aite!

Love and Peace before i reap you into bits by Laheletrik

If You Were Me,What Would You Do?

2009-10-22T00:55:00.005+08:00

oke like,aku mintak bola dari kau.yang kau nak dami depan aku lepas tu buat muke kerek tu kenape?aku tak kesah.aku mintak lagi dengan cara yang elok.still,kau kerek.lepas tu kau nak main attack dengan aku.aku defend.dah tu?baju kene tarik dengan aku nak melenting pulak?oke tak kesah.tapi jangan la pulak dengan cara macam nak bergaduh.aku pun naik hangin la jugak ye.aku sabar.yang kau nak badi-badi dengan muke defensive gile kenape.memang la percume kau dapat lontaran super nova terhebat dari Lah dekat kepale kau.haha!lepas tu muke kau macam tak gerek gile pulak kan.aku pangil kau so kite leh settle,kau tak nak tapi still buat muke mintak kasut pallas jazz size 8.aku jumpe kau,cakap elok-elok,tau kau nak mintak maaf.and bodoh punye sopie nak back-up die lak.kau belot dengan aku ea sopie?lepas ni kau lak kene!haha!

and ni abang kau call aku sebab tak puas hati and sebab aku cakap "nasib baik ade abang kau".ni abang kau nak tanye aku kenape aku cakap macam tu?and suroh aku 1 by 1 dengan kau?eh bodoh.memang la kau lunyai.if kau dah lunyai,abang kau mesti tak puas hati,aku gadoh dengan abang kau lak?ha memang la jadi lain karang.and abang kau nak kate buat ape aku tak puas hati dengan kau yang form 3 tu?eh,same je la kan macam abang kau tengah tak puas hati dengan aku ni.common la,kau dah 25,cikgu pulak tu.boleh pikir la sepatotnye.ni padan muke kau cikgu,free kene ceramah dengan aku.aku cakap "nasib baik ade abang kau" dekat adik kau sebab,aku pernah la,pernah oke,hormat kau.sebab kau main bastket terhebat wok!lepas aku tau perangai kau macam ni wahai cikgu?ek ele.pasal budak sekolah pon kau nak jadi hero jugak ke?and lepas dah tu,nak buat-buat macam mengalah dengan budak umo 17 tahun.eh tak perlu buat-buat.dah memang kau bodoh nak bangkitkan sesuatu yang sememangnye tak patot.kite duduk satu taman la ye cikgu.haha.bodoh.lepas ni main basket same-same ye!haha

oke la.tadi pon dah settle elok dengan kau kan cikgu.aku oke.but attitude adik kau.die form 3.belajar la hormat orang tue.kalau die tak hormat kau,mesti kau marah kan.haha.think dude!think.

tak perlu untuk aku berkata dengan lebih...

(title nak hot,tulis entah pape.ngahaha)

dumbo by Lahelectrik

A Story About A Girl

2009-10-17T22:51:00.010+08:00

this is a story about a girl,

whom fell in love with her senior,

she loves him with all of her heart.

on one clear night,she texted him,

with such seduction words,

slowly she confesses her feeling towards him,

not knowing how he would react,

she waited in patient,

he replied,turning her down with fine words,

what she doesn't know that,

maybe he does some how have a slight feelings for her,

a few moths had past,they started as friends,

the feeling grew,they got closer,

but he had to hold back,

one night,he asked her if she still has feeling for him,

in denial,the feeling had long gone she said,

but he knows that she's trying to fool her self from the truth,

he had to push her away from the start,

selfishly,he doesn't want to drag her into his past,

for the time being,he wants to redeem his self for all of his sins,

he regraded how had things turn out,

he knows that he's not in any stage to say sorry,

but still,he apologize for not being there for her,

he wishes for her to know this,

and hope that she would understand beyond what she had

sometimes,you don't know what you got till its gone

with regrade by Lahelectrick

You Are The Asshole!

2009-10-08T18:43:00.005+08:00

Yeah you're an asshole.you've been slacking with us since day one.you talk behind our backs about the bad things that we've done.even when non of the guys want to call you their friend's,i'm there beside you and because of my act on that i've been condemn by them.and even when you scrapped my scooter and bail with your stupid low life face,i still called you a friend.then you attempt to bring all of the guys that you known for 5 years down!?what's wrong with you huh!?do you have a mental state problem or are you born with such a small brain!?

common dude!you've been slacking a lot.but that i don't care.but when you tried to act like a holy-priest in front of Cikgu and told every thing about us to her,while yesterday and a few days back and before this,you're the one that seduce me to have sex with that girl.when i said i won't,you said that i don't even know what sin is.you said it's for our own good?WTF!is that the way a friend would do by telling all of that to your teacher?common la!confront the one that you want to straighten him up,and slowly advice them.that's the right way

the thing that happen is so out of the chapter of our life.even though i didn't do any thing wrong,i still regret of being there at the scene.if Cikgu did know about this,so why do you still have to bring it up to her?we've closed that chapter of our life.what do you really want dude?ape yang kau dendam sangat dengan kite orang sampai kau nak buat macam tu?aku dengan budak-budak ni dah jadi sebaik-baik kawan untuk kau la.those guys bail out on you because of your own mistake!

in that class,i'm the only guy that are close to you.wait!let me rephrase that.from all of the people that know you,i'm the only one that are close to you.and now,you won't have one.cause i'm bailing out on you.

and one more thing,lately i can't control my anger,so don't provoke me

a big fuck you by Lahelectrik

Getting Weird Lately

2009-10-08T00:03:00.005+08:00

it was weird today,

had a dream about you,

i was chasing you around town,

you were in your car,

and i was driving a Red Porsche with a paddle shift,

i stopped at a road shoulder,

called you but didn't went through,

called Shiro's phone,

you're the one that answered,

suddenly you cried?

and then i woke up.

looked at my phone,a missed call by Shiro.weird?hmm...dah macam cerite hindustan main kejar-kejar dekat bandar and the Red Porsche?haha!weird!too much weird dreams going on lately,and this is one of them,about the others,i'll post it later on.

Later by Lahelectrik

Scrapped Assholed!

2009-09-19T04:06:00.004+08:00

planning to write about something else...but there's this thing stuck in my head and i'm about to let it burs out!

like common la dude!if you told me earlier it won't hurt!maybe a little!or a lot!or i'll punch you straight in the face.like just tell me that you've/that kid scrapped my scooter.kan senang!ni tak!aku yang find out sendiri.when asked,you attend to deny.apa ni?!you'd known our code as a friend.common la!sakit hati kau tau tak!kau pun tau aku sayang scooter tu.bukan senang nak keluarkan scooter.pasal scraped tu bohong la kalau aku kata aku tak kisah,but at least bagitahu.aku memang bengang sangat dengan kau,aku lagi bengang dari akak aku.malam-malam raya kau nak buat aku bising kan?a simple thing,from parking site to school tak sampai 50yard pon boleh jadi macam tu?you're an asshole!memang la benda dah nak jadi kan,but seriously you are an asshole!

Just Later

2009-09-16T20:53:00.001+08:00

a lot to say...but maybe later...

Hurray For The Red Devils

2009-08-30T02:38:00.005+08:00

Red Devils beats Arsenal 2 to 1!!!
look how small you guys are!!!wahahaha!!!
i'm so proud!!! what a great game we had!!!

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!!!UNITED!!!UNITED!!!

The 3rd Day Of Ramadan

2009-08-24T23:54:00.004+08:00

last night tak dapat nak post ape-ape because aku bermalam di rumah bee.kenape?sebab die nak bermanje dengan aku la!wahaha!kau gile!aku straight oke!family dia semua dekat kl.di mintak aku teman die.pagi tadi tak sempat nak sahur due-due terlajak tido sebab dah penat nak mampos.bee sent me home.plan nak pergi study tapi tak jadi.just now,i teman-ed mael pergi rumah erm..awek die la kot.then lepak-ed at restoran noor.wahida ade dekat situ dengan family die.ouh bagak ade sekali.and enol.and...erm their friends (malas nak taip ni)

ouh and this morning,nad texted me.how thoughtful of you.really-really miss u babe!thanks for texting me aite!and jangan risau tau!still ade mase untuk cover sume subject.the game is not over till it's over.so do your best and study hard and smart at the same time (peringatan untuk diri aku jugak)

a big rock kecik by lahelectrik

Hard Ass

2009-08-23T20:00:00.006+08:00

(got this video from I AM STARDUS's blog)

aha!muscle bontot die gile kuat!btw laptop tu slick gile kan!lawa gile!

The Right Way To Start Ramadan

2009-08-23T15:15:00.007+08:00

wohooo!aite lets get this party starting!
my day starts like biase je.haha!nothing happen.maybe i'll stay home for the rest of the day.
oke so yesterday after finished my add math's tuition,me azam and sam went to Umall to watch G.I Joe!haha!hell yeah!i've watch it 3 times now!the movie ended around 2.30 kot.then azam said "doe tengok movie lain nak?kite masuk suludop r".aha!so yeah!went in room number 1.tak sampai 5 minit then bla.movie ape entah.boring gile.so then went to room number 4.movie Aliens In The Attic.haha!the movie just started when we went in.rezki siot!haha!movie to best!ouh and Spark,he's the four armed alien dude.gile cute doe.i like the scene where Nana Rose fought with Ricky.Nana rocks!!!haha.i'll give 10/10 for a funny scie-fi movie.two thumbs up!a must watch movie!tengok pon dengan care yang tak berape nak halal,what a way to start the Ramadan month kan?haha!

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oke like in the cinema mase movie G.I Joe there's this malay/muslim guy or teen kot bawak pop corn and a cup of big coke.like daymn!first day tak puase.wahaha!then i'm like "ehmm...sedap pop corn geng?mintak sikit boleh?".wahaha!then die senyom je.like hell la that guy.aha!lantak mu la nak puase ke tak nak.dose and kubor masing-masing kan?haha

a big rock kecik by lahelectrik

A Superb Thursday

2009-08-21T23:58:00.005+08:00

hye guys!happy fasting in couple of minutes!haha!

lame siot tak post!so nak cerita about the stupid things that me and my peeps did at school last thursday.after kelas cikgu norheza.that's 2 period before balik.me,tok janggot (mael) and paan kene pergi bilik TK.so ambik beg then time nak keluar mael from know where stump put of the class and then burp.like kuat gile punye.kelas kite orang pon kelas tingkat paling atas and betol-betol dekat block tengah-tengah sekolah and at the same time jugak form 3 tengah ade trail for pmr ouh and kelas kite orang betol-betol bertentangan dengan dewan exam.gelak tak hingat punye.sume budak dalam dewan pandang.haha.

so us being us.jalan pusing-pusing dulu.agak-agak satu period dah lepas baru masuk kelas.so walked like itik gembo-gembo and lepak at tangga.tibe-tibe bordem struck.so kite orang menyorok bawah tangge then bile ade orang lulu je mael will burp.and bile ade orang lalu lagi die burp lagi.and again and again.hahaha.budak yang kene is like gelabah gile cari.mael siap boleh tuka tone burp die.then my phone vibrate.i'm like daymn!cikgu norheza call.tak nak angat.haha.so cikgu call phone paan.yang si bodoh ni boleh g answer.lebih kurang la ayat cikgu macam ni "paan,kenape korang tak masuk kelas lagi?cikgu tak nampak pon korang lalu nak kerah bilik TK.cikgu dengar bunyi kerbau je dekat atas ni"haha!bodoh punye tok janggot.die punye sendawe boleh dengar sampai tingakat 4 wal hal kite orang dekat tingkat bawah sakali.and bawah tangge pulak tu.haha!bodoh!

after school,stay back dengan mael,azam (anak orang gile) and kamano.paan balik awal.pemalas.kacau budak-budak petang then study.then sambung balik kacau.then study balik.tengah best-best study tibe-tibe hujan lebat.so then kite orang lepak dekat dalam bilik SPBT.tengah nak tido ni then kamano jerit "weh bocor weh!".angkat file-file penting je then si kamano main air.haha!after then kunci pintu sume.pergi kacau orang lagi pastu baru pergi anjung ilmu.tok janggot senior pick up dorang from scool.so tinggal la aku dekat sekolah sorang-sorang.k tipu.ade la wahida nik dengan siape entah lagi.pukol 6.30 baru la hujan slow sikit,so baru la aku dapat balik.tu je la kot cerite aku.aku tau boring,thanks because bace.

mr.azam smoking his ass in the SPBT room

ini la akibat kekurangan kos pembinaan.kemanakah semua duit-duit itu pergi!?!

azam sedang berdansa.mael di tepi (harap maaf,kualiti tidak memuaskan.akibat sedang menahan gelak)

mr.azam and kamano.mael?entah mane hutan die pergi masok (harap maaf,kualiti tidak memuaskan.akibat sedang menahan gelak

thanks all guys!thanks for reading my stupid and non-aducational blog!

a big rock kecik by lahelectrik

Black Lathered Snake Eyes

2009-08-11T00:04:00.004+08:00

just want to say that G.I JOE is an absofuckinglutely awesome movie!I've watch it twice on 7th and 9th of ogos!haha!Jay Park plays as the awesome black lathered Snake Eyes.seriouslt the movie was awesome!i'll give 10/10 for it.you guys better go to your nearest cinema to catch the movie.ouh i'm gonna watch it again this thursday!wahahaha!peace yaw!

Salute For Wahida

2009-08-04T23:49:00.013+08:00

(this entry is quite long.but just bear with aite)

baru je texts dengan wahida.she's my co-commander/pengerusi dalam skuad KRS.dari tahun lepas aku dengan wahida sama-sama cube naikkan KRS sekolah kite.tapi tahun ni lain,awal tahun je aku iye-iye.sampai je pertengahan aku menghilang.aku bukan nak lari.kau pon taukan kenape wahida?aku bukan dah lost interest.tapi aku dah fed-up dengan sikap ustaz yang sekejap itu dan ini.ni tande aku tengah protest dengan sikap ustaz.i'm not a quitter.just protesting.aku tak tau nak cakap ape lepas ni if die still same.setakat kate-kate yang keluar dari mulut ustaz tu buat ape.aku nak bende yang bertulis atas kertas.sijil dari PPD.black and white.aku bukan budak-budak kecik yang ustaz boleh perbodoh-bodohkan.common la.aku tahu kehidupan ni macam mane.

tahun lepas mase latihan sebelum competition kawad 2008,aku ade berselisih faham dengan wahida dan beberape orang lagi dalam skuad aku sendiri just sebab macam mane nak handle skuad.mase tu hanye title laki dam perempuan je yang menghalang aku untuk naik tangan.walaupon demam and keje aku sanggup ponteng just untuk datang latihan.

yang buat aku betul-betul tak puas hati dengan ustaz tahun ni because die boleh hantar 3 ahli dalam skuad aku yang tak ade pengalaman dalam kawad and baru form 3 and 2 ke kem KRS.ni kem untuk naik pangkat.aku dah applied 3 kali nak pergi.aku tak hirau sangat pasal pangkat,tapi yang aku nak pergi sangat ni because latihan yang dorang buat dekat sane.kalau iye pon hantar la wahida dengan nina.yang buat aku betol-betol berang ni,3 so called "ustaz's trusted mans/girl" ni boleh nak lepas tangan.tak nak commited.nak letak beban skuad dekat aku dengan wahida.oke comman la dude!u'r the one that went to that camp.korang la yang sepatutnye handle.korang dah ade pangkat.aku ni setakat naib-pergerusi je.

itu hari aku datang latihan pon because wahida mintak aku datang.kalau ikot hati,bile ustaz dah buat macam tu dekat aku,kau ingat aku nak datang!?memang aku menyesal sangat tak masok untuk handle skuad aku dalam competition.aku memang nak sangat.ops!ustaz pilih kau kan?kau yang ade pangkat kan?kau la handle!baru kau rase gelabah and susah macam mane nak handle satu skuad.so tipical of ustaz la.iye aku minat sangat berkawad.seronok.lagi-lagi bile dengan wahida.chemistry bile berkawad dengan die memang kuat.tapi maybe sebab ego benci aku terhadap sikap ustaz tu terlampau tinggi aku buat keputusan untuk tak hadir.ni keputusan yang aku buat.terus terang aku kate aku menyesal sangat.tapi ni la penyesalan yang terpakse aku telan seumur hidup.

beberape minggu sebelom competiton aku dah confront ustaz pasal hal ni.bebual la kate orang atas tak bagi hantar form 5 la ape la.siap normala pergi jumpe wahida kate orang atas tak bagi.eh comman la!korang nak pusing aku dengan wahida?pike elok-elok.ingat dapat!aku dengan wahida bukan budak-budak.dah la ni fall ustaz.lepas tu tarik muke bile terserempak.fyi i couldn't care less.

aku tak kesah if you guys tak give credits dekat aku.atleast bagi dekat wahida.die dah kerje keras untuk naikkan skuad tahun ni.aku salute kau wahida!ouh and fuck those girls in kedet polis wanita for accusing us for stealing their formation for 2 years in a row.dick heads!

aku harap kau kau dan kau bace ni.lepas tu mengadu dekat ustaz dengan normala.lepas tu suroh dorang bace sendiri.aku takkan gentar!

ending my blog entry tonight.i'm rising both of my middle fingers up high with proud for you guys whom put us trough hell.because you'll get it back from me!

(entry sedikit berterabor)
ouh and yeah!i am PMS-ing about this

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ouh and if aku betol-betol lari dari KRS buat ape aku penat-penat datang time competition tu and mejerit terlolong macam orang gile sampai aku tak ade suare untuk support skuad KRS huh!!!i'm still apart of the scuad.just for the time being.i'm protesting agains ustaz!!!

Heaven Not In Existence

2009-07-22T15:34:00.005+08:00

i dreamt about you last night.we had fun."I" had fun.talking to you all night long.talking about bra's and stupid things.browsing things to eat to use.it's a shame that it's just a dream.a heaven not in existences.been long since the last time we met.too long for either of us to remember how we ended up this way.

but it's just a dream...just a dream

May Allah Bless You Mikaeel (1958-2009)

2009-06-29T02:54:00.010+08:00

A true Muslim A true King Of Pop

Mikaeel @ Michael Jakson 1958 - 2009. May Allah Bless His Soul

Al-Fatihah

Konsert Radio Rosak 27/6/2009

2009-06-29T01:31:00.015+08:00

hye guys!
so like yesterday?erm...nope.saturday to be exact.me and some peeps planned for a road trip to muar and melaka.fortunately had to be canceled 'last minute' for some circumstances.so i suited up and in a speed of light i'm at pasir gudang for Konsert Radio Rosak.aha!it was uber fun!there,meet up with my sis,wan,halim and kugiran-kurigan from The Closed and Statik.meet maya there,she's one of the crew for the consert.lucky her.so we moshed till we drop dead and sang till our lungs fails on us!so here's some photo from the concert

lahelectrik with Rich from Estrange.this guy gile cool!

lahelectrik with eiqa N (my sis la)

and again.haha!ouh we're promoting The Closed's button.haha!

lahelectrik and chipsmore buat muka sengal-sengal bangsat!haha!

presenting wan and halim.wan,he's a talking machine.and he never stop!haha!

smoking our ass off!haha!ouh and did i tell you that i've started smoking back?ouh and i did!haha!why did i?just let keep it as secret for now aite.

wohooo!hell yeah!

us and guys from Plague Of Happiness (tak ingat name dorang,haha!)

Bunkface on stage

Radhi and Radhi-O get interviewed

Estrange while being interviewed

and closing the night is The Closed.haha!

that's all guys!

rock kecik by lahelectrik

Just Fucking Say It You Fool!Ouh,It's Too Late

2009-06-11T23:11:00.006+08:00

do not ever hesitate to say that "i like you/i love you" to someone that you like.or you'll loose that one chance of opportunity.look who's talking now...

hahaha! what a drag...

You Be The Judge

2009-06-11T21:44:00.011+08:00

the game is,which of us is more-the-comel? lahelectrik or naddieyne?

the name is Bond,Lah Bond

the name is nad,naddieyne...erm???oke nadd...erm...weird???hahaha!

hahaha!
victory by vote
vote by leaving a comment like "lahelectrik is more-the-comel in this far far kingdom"
as simple as that.
made up your mind yet?
so vote!hahaha!

p/s : nadd! you ain't gonna win!!!

*rock kecik by lahelectrik is more-the-comel in this far far kingdom*

Tagged By Miss Niena

2009-06-04T20:25:00.007+08:00

well thank you niena!

A:loves to laugh
B:crazy at times
C: cute
D: smart
E: has beautiful eyes
F: wild and crazy
G: sexy
H: gives good hugs
I: very hot
J: likes someone
K: is very athletic
L: very good kisser
M: easy to fall in love with
N: very trustworthy
O: has the best personality ever.
P: popular with all types of people
Q: has a smile to die for
R: will make a good boyfriend or girlfriend
S: likes someone
T: very opened minded
U: is loved by everyone
V: not judgmental
W: very sexy
X: never lets people tell you what to do
Y: nice butt!
Z: makes dating fun

A:loves to laugh
H: gives good hugs
M: easy to fall in love with
A:loves to laugh
D: smart

S: likes someone
A:loves to laugh
I: very hot
F: wild and crazy
U: is loved by everyone
L: very good kisser
L: very good kisser
A:loves to laugh
H: gives good hugs

loved by everyone?yeah right!loves to laugh?it's true.is a very good kisser?hell yeah i am!ngahaha!im starting to like this kind of tag :D!

next to tag:

Nad
John
Syakila
Panda Mate Lebam Akibat Di tumbuk oleh Lahelectrik

rock kecik by lahelectrik

Get A Life la!!!

2009-06-03T21:11:00.003+08:00

oke just now.i plugged my phone to my pc to update it.after done,unplugged it.there's 8 missed call from god knows who.called that number.then there's this guy with a kedah's accent accusing me for stealing his phone because he losted he's phone and he "claimed" that my number are his.like duh!i bought this number yesterday from maxis center.then asked my name,i said no cant do bro,it's my privacy.then he said lu takut ape?.the best part is,he hung up on me.bodoh punya orang.called then maki.dhey bhai!get a life la!i have my own money to buy my own phone.tak perlu nak curi phone orang.masuk tempat orang bawak otak bukan bawak pisau.

2009-06-01T01:29:00.003+08:00

it's been long...
JOHN!!!i'm back!ngahaha!
i've been neglecting my blog quite long now.hmm...so there's a lot of things for me to tell.
but tonight let it be short.so i've just arrived from kl.been there for a day and a half.went to Sana Sini Seni.gile-cool-i-tell-you.

there i lepak-ed with the guys from Durjana Design(budak jb ni),Abstrak Jingga and Empayar Kuku Besi.bought some t-shirts and a hoody(entah spell macam mana).then off back to jaybee.for some people,what i've i done is a waste of time and money.but for me,if it's for art and music,there's no such thing as waste.so yeah,i had a blast with my sis.the bands,gile cool.ouh and i saw Amelda Ahmad,kenal her like gitu-gitu je from myspace.she's one of Sugar Love Cookies's vocalist.her voice,dude you have to belive me,she has a voice of an angel sent from heaven above.ouh and orangnye kecik je.hehe.

oke la.hari dah malam,badan pon dah penat.

rock kecik by lahelectrik

The Hardest Word

2009-05-19T00:06:00.006+08:00

mungkin post ini sesuatu yang bodoh bagi awak.saya pon rasa begitu.saya tak tau apa alasan awak,it's non of my business.malam tadi saya text awak sebab...entah la.iye memang saya teramat rindukan awak,senyuman,awak gelak tawa awak...memang dah lama saya nak text awak.malam tadi Paan katakan sesuatu yang membuat emosi saya bercelaru.saya ingin bual dengan awak,ingin tanya khabar.dengan muka tak malunya saya ingin keadaan menjadi seperti dulu.seperti awak katakan,ini memang takdir.ye takdir.tapi awak yang membuat keputusan.maafkan saya sebab katakan begini.mungkin sekarang bukan masa yang sesuai.mungkin telah banyak kali saya katakan ini,sekali lagi maaf kerana mengangu awak.

Camera,Speedlight,Check!

2009-05-09T20:45:00.005+08:00

wohoo!today's Blank Memories's photo shoot session.
guess how's the lucky photographer?MEEE!!!!!
haha!snapped a lot i guess.
then we lapak-ed at danga bay for a while,later we chow-ed home.
i'll upload the photos later
ouh and and i've re-registered my number!
so u guys that know me and have my number,do text me
coz i've lost all of my contacts number with my phone
that's all folks!
penat nak taip panjang2.
later guys!

*rock kecik by lahelectrik*

Do Check It Out!

2009-05-07T11:26:00.000+08:00

ouh Blank Memories had just uploaded their new rock version of Nada Penari Cinta.do check it out and do leave your comment.thank you :)!

Uncle Lah

2009-05-07T11:08:00.003+08:00

so terang-tearang aku tak pergi sekolah hari ni.
penat.penat sebab ape?aku sendiri tak tau.

benda yang berlaku semalam?
pergi sekolah macam biasa.skip kelas agama sebab aku tertidur dalam kelas dari time rehat sampai dua period kelas agama.stay sekolah untuk kelas tambahan Engineering Drawing.balik,tukar baju,hantar sis aku.then terserempak dengan kucai.ajak dia pergi rumah An.anak dia?comel!gile-gile comel.aku macam tak nak balik.time aku sampai rumah An, kau tak ade bawak apa-apa ea?tak payah masuk!.bodos punye An.masuk rumah,Atan and isteri (parents An) ada sekali.Kak Amy duduk atas sofa.Siti Aimy Farhana sedang tidur lena atas katil sebelah sofa.aku duduk di lantai melihat Aimy.An Aimy ni Uncle Lah datang.wahaha!aku dah jadi Uncle.suka-suka!comel sangat.lalu aku tanya diri sendiri,bile aku nak ada anak sendiri?haish.jauh lagi perjalanan hidup ni.hmm...aku upload photo nanti2 aje la.

so lepas tu balik rumah aku.kucai ada sekali.so mak aku ajak kita orang makan luar.yadayadayada.then aku dengan kucai keluar jumpe paan.then aku and paan hantar kucai balik senai.otw ke senai ade road block.polis and jpj dekat situ semua friendly gile.so then aku pon balik.oke la!nak pergi buat hal jap!

*rock kecik by lahelectrik*

The Moon

2009-05-06T00:59:00.004+08:00

korang cuba bukak tingkat,jengok ke luar.pandang ke arah langit.
pelikkan suasana malam ni?bulan hampir purnama.indah.hingga ada lingkaran bulatan besar di sekelilingnya.bahagian dalam lingkaran cerah bersih dan jernih.sampai boleh lihat awan.mana kala di luar seperti malam-malam biasa.ya itu kuasa Allah.tapi kenapa ya?mungkinkah itu petanda akan berlakunya sesuatu?

Smurf Turned Big

2009-05-05T01:03:00.004+08:00

the little smurf just called me.
she's not so little smurf no more.
her voice turned to a....erm...more mature version of niena kot.
just your voice je.not you!
you're still the same old hyper and 100% crazy ass niena that i know!haha!
but there's still a smurf in her.
kelaka gile time die gelak.
that's the thing that make her special,her smurf laugh.
haha!

*rock kecik by lahelectrik*

I'll Make It Short

2009-05-04T22:36:00.005+08:00

(ni sepatutye dekat bawah)

ouh lately i've been busy kot.

tu yang tak selalu nak post bende baru.
start dari hari khamis (30/4) sampai semalam and hari ni sikit.aku tolong bee werang untuk majlis perkahwinan abang die.penat gile...kot.haha.semalam majlis bersanding belah lelaki.ramai datang.ramai gile.start pukol 1 dah ramai.aku ke hulu-hilir kutip pinggan dengan cawan kotor.lepas pengantin bersantap ea?aku dah flat gile.so masok bilik bee.ingat nak tidur sekejap,sekali bangun dah pukol 5.turun bawah,orang dah tak ade.dah start kemas.haha!selamat aku...NOT!!!malam sambung kemas.haha!gile banyak keje.fun kot sebab dapat jadi orang kuat.

oke guys!

*rock kecik by lahelectrik*

Akhirnye Terkeluar

2009-05-04T22:18:00.004+08:00

dah berminggu-minggu lamenya Kak Amy dengan statementnya malam ni akak masok hospital,dah due date ni
akhirnye pada 3 may 2009 terkeluar la anak perempuan yang di beri nama Siti Aimy Farhana.
gabungan nama Kak Amy dan An(farhan).
tadi aku tanye kak amy kenape Siti?
lalu die menjawab sebab nak dapat gelaran Dato macam Siti Nurhaliza
pfftt!bodos...!
haha!
sekarang aku pening.nak hadiahkan ape untuk Kak Amy.
any suggestions guys?

Clash of Sarcasm

2009-04-28T20:42:00.001+08:00

Jeremy interviews Simon Cowell

Top Gear: Simon Cowell Interview

A Basi Story To Tell

2009-04-28T18:16:00.003+08:00

oke like few weeks back,
Blank Memories had been in and out of the recording studio (Hardsound Studio).re-recorded our single "Nada Penari Cinta" for Xfm.this time,its more rocker,crunchier and crispier.before that,Ahhu Music had sign an agreement as a label for Blank Memories.the final mastering of the song had just been completed.just now,we've picked the cd from Carlos (tuan punye studio) and sent it to Ali (chairman of Ahhu Music).so now,we're waiting for Ali to send it to Xfm we'll release the single this 5 May.and don't forget to tune to Xfm!
NANTIKANNYA!!!

*rock kecik by lahelectrik*

A Damn Fun Day!

2009-04-26T20:23:00.004+08:00

yesterday i did..

after my school's soccer team game,
me and paan (he's in the squad) plan to lepak at mamak at 8 pm.
so at 8,we lepak-ed,bought a drink and bual2 kosong for a while
then chow-ed,went to paan's friend place.but she wasn't home
went to shell,filled up the tank and we're off for a stroll at jaybee's town

i said weh paan,kite pusing kat stadium jom!tengok ramai tak budak2 kat sane (vanue for Konsert Radio Rosak).went there,then stopped for a while to check on some cds.then saw Ep Bob and Kamano.Ep opened a stall there.so lepak-ed with them for a while.at that time,Bunkface were peforming.me paan and kamano were standing out side,watching them.just a glass door separating us from the inside.i'm like tak kesah la,penah tengok dorang peform ari tu.then saw mok botak and man.they were menganjing us like aaa tak dapat masok! (kite orang bukan tak dapat masok but tak ade duit).the Bunkface sang Fine (my favorite song) i'm like ala!nak masok! and about to cry.then we saw Bob dengan muke selamber walk in withouth paying.so i followed his jejak langkah.ngahahaha!lepas masok seludop!wohoo!happy gile.

a few moment later,paan and kamano came in (masok seludup gak).watched Bunkface and Plague Of Happiness.ouh and i saw hassan enol and fendi.salam-ed them,then sambong harok!ngahaha!saw kucai farah and hendra there.went home around 10.45 because i had to pick up my sis from work at 11.kire oke la kan.masok seludup at 9 something and balik 10.45.at least dpt tengok jugak an!ouh and and otw out,saw Radhi OAG. wanted to snap a photo with him but sayang nye tak ade cam.so me and paan just tego and salam him.kire dapat la juge!ngahaha!i thought that Radhi was short,but die nak dekat same tinggi dengan paan.so thats me i'm the short one.daymnnn!ouh btw first time masok konsert ade aircond!jakon gile!ngahaha!

oke that's all i guess!chaw!!!

*rock kecik by lahelectrik*

Well Thank You

2009-04-23T20:06:00.007+08:00

Ditag oleh Asma Syahirah.thanks ya keremping!ngahaha!

Tag rules :
~insert badge or pic to tell that u have been awarded
~make sure u take it n tell who is it from
~you should tell 10 facts about yourself

10 facts about me :

1. i'm a man in the making
2 .i try to keep my words
3. i'm a fucking screw up
4. used to be a bodybuilder
5. friends say that i'm short.but not katek.dorang yang tinggi sangat!!!(akibat angkat berat)
6. my friends is my family
7. my live is surrounded by music and art
8. photography is my passion
9. seorang pecinta yang tegar
10. sorry to say.honey,i still love you.still hopping

i tag :

~niena
~my bro,john
~panda mate lebam akibat kene sepak berguling jatuh gunung
~eza
~aina

No Where To Be Found

2009-04-22T19:47:00.005+08:00

the best thing about today?
i lost my phone!
yeah!my cell phone!
daynmm!!!
maybe it slipped while i was driving.
tak pe la.bukan rezeki.
but there's a lot of texts in the inbox that meant so much to me.
hmm...god why!?
i'll get a new phone soon...(in my dream!)
i guess not!
haish!
eh but i have an old phone that qucai gave me early this year.
but need to get it fix first.
i'll try to get it fix a.s.a.p

-edit-
ouh and i still use my current maxis number

*rock kecik with a bummed mind by lahelectrik*

Happy 21st Superwoman

2009-04-22T01:45:00.004+08:00

You're the reason why i'm stronger now.happy 21st birthday.may Allah bless you Sara.
*In Loving Memory* Wan Maisara Amirah bt Wan Abdul Aziz 22/4/1988 - 19/10/2008

Telah Kembalinya Kegilaan Ku

2009-04-19T02:57:00.003+08:00

aku baru balik dari lepak dengan An,Kak Amy (bini An yang sedang menunggu hari untuk bersalin),dengan siapa eak nama berader tu?tak ingat lak.ngahaha!i'll cut the story short,lepas kemas stall burger.An tanye aku Lah,kau nak test kereta aku tak? (sebelum tu aku ada mintak dia nak test time kite lepak).me nak nak!!! (macam tak percaya dia bagi test).sebelum tu,ape istimewa sangat kereta An ni?walau pon kereta kancil,An dah pimp kereta die from top tu buttom dengan big turbo yang boleh masok barape p.s.i pon aku tak tau,just tinggal nak naik colour baru je.

so aku start ignition,enjin kereta berderau.masuk gear satu,tapi kaki aku tak selesa degan clucth pedal.so aku cube untuk betolkan seat.then enjin mati.wakakaka!kak amy,sis aku dengan brader lagi satu tu berdekak.malu!!!haha!betolkan seat,start buat kali kedua.An kate aku bagi kau start gear satu,nak tengok jalan ke tak.hahaha(die pandang rendah dekat aku).then berjaye!haha!sedang drive mulot aku tak berhenti

gear 1 : An!asal tak ade bunyi pon! (bunyi turbo yang di nanti-nantikan)
gear 2 : An!tak ade bunyi pon!
gear 3 : An!tak ade pon!
gear 4 : Annn!tak bunyi la!!!

then aku stop.An kau nak dengar turbo kan? me nak nak nak! An meh aku drive.switch our places.tanpe banyak bunyi An put the pedal tu the metal.enjin berderau dengan kuat!hatishhhhh!!!(bunyi turbo keluar).my blood start to pump faster and faster as the car swift to the corners.eheeeekkkk!!!he turn at the corner till the tyres hit the fender of the car.duduhhh!!!barang-barang burger kat seat belakang semua ke kebawah.we laught tak hingat punye.then he swift the car trough the traffics.adranelin starts to flow in my vein.i'm full of excitement.eheeekkk eheeekkk bunyi tayar bergesel dengan tar jalan.cilop sane sini.then sampai dekat depan Vintage Studio (where kak amy,my sis and that brader were) An takes a sharp turn,eheeekkk then he drops the gear An make a sharpe U turn.this time ni bunyi panjang EHEEEEEEEEKKKKKK!!! and he stop.perhhh!!!cool gile!!!i was laughing from the barang-barang buger fell till he make the sharp U turn.memang gempak.aku tak boleh stop gelak because best gile.dah lame orang tak bawak aku naik kereta macam ni since my uncle did 6 years ago.wohoo!fun gile!!!lepas ni aku nak ikot An pergi mane-mane.haha!TELAH KEMBALINYA KEGILAAN CINTA AKU TERHADAP KERETA!!!THANKS FOR THE RIDE AN!!!

banyak lagi nak cerite ni,sambung esok pagi la.penat!hehe!night!

*rock kecik by lahelectrik*

Night

2009-04-18T16:50:00.001+08:00

one of my favorite song

Tag by Cik Atifah Ain

2009-04-16T20:35:00.004+08:00

1. How old are you?
-17!!! senior year bebeh!

2. Are you single?
-duh!don't ask!

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?
-after i've done my master,probably at the age of 25.

4. Do you think you’ll marrying the person you are with now..
-dude i'm single!!!siape nak aku?sila hantarkan maklumat diri anda kepade saye and kepade sesiape yang berminat sile masok minang :D

5. If not, who do you want to marry??
-hmm...a girl with angelina's lips!sexy bebeh!

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
-bestman : anak arshad!(bee) bridesmain? duh!how should i know!

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding..
-tak kesah!yang penting first night!!!ngahahaha!

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
-erm...oversea.Singapore!ngahaha!no la.if ade rezki,Melbourne or Manchester!my home town!ah rindu!!!

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
-like i said!first night yang penting bhai!!!wahaha!

10. Will that include your exes?
-my ex's?dude! dua orang je bhai!boleh la ajak je la.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
-doesn't matter,yang penting first night!ngahohaha!

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
-I DON'T CARE!!!janji tak gangu timing untuk berasmara!(gatal ni!)wahaha!

13. Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding?
-nak lagu old school!like?...entah la!haha!ha!nak lagu,Syirah,Fantasy,Cinderella and Nothing Is New unplugged by big head perot boncit kuat mabok minum Jack D (qucai).ngahaha!

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?
-you know what i'll say

15. Champagne or red wine?
-JACK D no.7!!!

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
-ngahaha!erm...after first night,then i'll think about it!wahaha!

17. Money or household items?
-huh?what kind of question is this?Both la!no money no household.No money no LOVE!!!haha!

18. How many kids would you like to have?
-as much as i can make!ngahaha!

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
-hell yeah!if my wife went oversea,then tibe-tibe gersang leh tengok!ngahaha!

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
ha yang ni yang aku tak suke nak buat ni!haish!
-my bro!John
-Niena (u dah pernah buat ea?kalau dah takyah la)
-Si panda mate lebam
-Remy electrik
-Afeeya
-Eza

2009-04-15T16:53:00.002+08:00

just came back from the work shop.
yeah change the whole block set of key cost me rm 105!
dude if i catch you.you have to pay me back!
and a very fuck day to you ass hole!

Damn You Punk!

2009-04-15T14:10:00.005+08:00

just now,while i was in my class sitting for my Engineering Tech paper,got a text from my sis button kau kene curi doe.im like shit man!then she called me,Lah!kunci motor aku sekali hilang.this time i was like WHAT THE FUCK MAN!!!KIMAK MISKIN NYE BUDAK SEKOLAH!NAK MATI!MEMANG SALAH STEP R LU ORANG!!!.told my peeps.at first,ramai nak turun school my sis,kasi gegar itu school la kan.but tak cukup kenderaan la,so cancel.i called mimi using my sivik teacher's phone.mimi pick me up,went home to amik the duplicate key.and straight to my sis's school.sampai je sane i was cursing all of her's school kids.bodoh!

yang aku tak boleh angkatnya,BUTTON AKU PON LU ORANG NAK CURI PE???punaya lu!
i went to KL for buying a i mean A button oke!damn!item yang kena curi, Button:One Buck Short,Kaminica(kimak betol!ni pun lu orang nak amik!sial!),Bunkface(ha!yang ni aku betol2 marah!Bunkface nye button bhai!) and Abstrack Jingga.button Karya dengan Karya kuboid lu orang tak nak amik ape hal!sial! and my sis's scooter keys.

if you (the pencuri's bodoh tolol lahnad sial punaya punye orang) read this,i'll hunt you down.i mean it.if i ever catch you,i'll smash and re-arrange your face.at that time God knows how much pain you going trough.i mean it!i'm a man of my words!and FUCK YOU VERY MUCH!

The Departure

2009-04-14T20:46:00.018+08:00

12 april 2009.April Super Gig at Umall Taman Pulai Utama.gile fun i tell you!there i bought 2 PESAWAT's t-shirt and a EP from Oh Chentaku.i'm listening to it right now.haha!gile cool!love all of their songs.btw did i tell you guys that i cop of my hair?tak ea?just look at the photos je la.haha! (current hair style:Mohawk.but time ni tak pacakkan/tupai)

one of my gay lover,Qay

rock kecik by Lahelectrik dan comot

wohoo!seyum paksaan

janggut meriah gile!Lah sedang berelectrik

bought the t-shirt then terus pakai.we're supporting PESAWAT!!!

Jipie cool gile!ready for depature.but asal eak every time aku amik photo dengan orang.tangan die mesti nak peluk aku?adakah sebab aku cute?ngahaha!

ha!yang pasal jantan ni aku tak tau nak cakap ape.but ramai kate kalau tak kenal die,orang ingat die gay.wahaha!bagak bagak...ye aku tau aku lagi hensem dari bagak.ngahaha!

kegilaan tanpa had!

wohoo!aku lagi tough dari hassan!wahaha!

rock kecik!!!

hassan:nasib baik kau poze macam tu,kalis perot aku.
me:haha!bodos kau!haha!

after party babeh!rock kecik by lahelectrik...people!look at the Attacked by Petir's t-shirt wear by the real electric guy.cool gile!haha!

more photo to be uploaded...kot!haha

2009-04-13T00:46:00.004+08:00

wohoo!
just came back from SUPER GIG APRIL!!!
ngahaha!
all of the band were gile gempak!
PESAWAT THE BEST man!
oke tak lupe juga kugiran THE CLOSED!!!
ouh and and Statik.haha!
hassan gile masuk air time tu.
haha!
penat!
i'll upload the photos later k!
nite guys!

*rock kecik by lahelectrik*

Purple

2009-04-12T12:06:00.003+08:00

2009-04-12T12:03:00.000+08:00

Have A Great Time

2009-04-08T03:24:00.002+08:00

have a great time there k.
have much fun with your family and enjoy it aite!

*rock kecik with a patched up heart by lahelectrik*

Tag!

2009-04-07T11:19:00.006+08:00

1) Apakah nama blog anda sekarang dan kenapa anda memilih nama itu?

Attacked by Pettir
aku di sambar petir pada umur 5 tahun.tu yang biol.wahahaha!(oke2 yang sebenarnye idea asal ni aku pirate dari idea remy.wahahaha!aku suke doe name ni)

2) Apakah link blog anda sekarang dan bagaimana boleh timbul idea untuk menamakannya seperti itu.

http://lahelectrik.blogspot.com/
"lah" adalah nama manje "electrik" kate kene sambar petir! mesti la berelectric.sememangnye "lah" dan "electrik" tak dapat di pisahkan!wahaha!(ni pon aku pirate dari remy.tapi electrik aku tak kan tuka kot.wahaha!"lah" dengan "electrik" dah tak dapat dipisahkan)

3) Apakah 'method' penulisan dalam blog anda?

nukilan tulisan dan bisikan isi hati.wahaha!

4) Pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog anda? Sebabnya?

tak pernah kot
sebab blog ni la yang mengenalkan diri ku dengan dirinya (oke ni gile poyo siak!)
haha

5) Apakah pendapat anda mengenai blog kepada pemilik blog yang tag anda ni?

pendapat aku?silap die tanye soalan ni.wahaha!blog Cik Nurul Syanina bt Ismail.blog yang slumber gile and fun untuk die bace.dari tulisan blog die,kite dapat tau yang die ni mereng and sewel yang memang ternyate kebenaranya!wahahah!tapi blog die rock gile! (die yang kate la an)

6) Next 10 person to tag?

aku tag 2 orang je la k.malas nak tag ramai-ramai.

1)John Carlos
2)Iman Sofea

tu je la kot

Clearing Things Up

2009-04-05T16:27:00.007+08:00

last night i went to this person's house to clear things up and apologise to all of my wrong doings.
she said that theres no wrong that i've done and no need to apologize.
but i incise on.ending up we talked untill it was 4 in the morning.
and i've notice that she stoled my word.that is "kepale la hotak"
darn you!so we're cool now.

to you guys out there,
i want to apologize if i ever done wrong to you,
from the bottom of my heart,I'm Sorry

*rock kecik with a patched up heart by lahelectrik*

Same Tinggi?Sorry Sikit!

2009-04-05T15:51:00.004+08:00

oke it's a bit akward to write since i've wrote about blablabla stuff

so semalam,
me,paan (the guy with the stone ass),mael and azam pergi CS dengan menungang our trusted kude besi.ya ternyata paan's lebih gagah dan laju dari aku punya.pfft!no fair!bought tickets to watch Fast & Furious 4.sementare menunggu movie start.we went to the 1st floor.met niena!haha!comel je die kan.sweet gile.oke then tak pasal-pasal die melompat-lompat.gile punye orang.haha!jumpe sekejap je because niena datang dengan parents die.then die call me,kata yang our height nak dekat same.eh sorry sikit!you rendah lagi dari i la niena!tak adenye nak same!haha.6th june ni k niena!:D.

then we went puaskan nafsu makan yang membuak-buak.haha.lepas tu went straight to the cinema.i'll be honest,kali ni punye gempak of the gempak.two thumbs up plus two ibu jari kaki!haha!more detail about the movie you have to watch it la.

after the movie,went to hospital.ziarah adib.adib terlibat dalam kemalangan.a bus remp his bike.he was in a coma for a few days.sekarang alhamdulillah adib dah sedar.but masih lemah.time me and the guys datang,adib boleh bergerak sempat juga dia tadah tangan nak salam.but dia tak boleh bergerak sangat.just tangan and jari-jemari je.doakan adib selamat ya semua!

that's all kot!

*rock kecik with a pacthed up heart by lahelectrik*

It's Not An April Fool Joke

2009-04-01T01:02:00.000+08:00

telah banyak masa aku buangkan dengan memikirkan perkara-perkara yang tak sepatutnya,
mulai 1/4 akan ku bercinta besama buku,dan berbinikan pena,
akan ku bukukan buat sementara semua perasaan ini di satu sudut dalam hati ku,
bila tiba masa akan ku mencapainya semula...
doakan kejayaan aku dalam SPM,amin

Purely Dedicated

2009-04-01T00:42:00.007+08:00

I'm calculating what’s left inside
When everything I left were my life and my dreams
And every time you were proud of what you were not
This is the truth and it’ll be a history

I gave you everything,
I gave up my life and they were all for you,you’ve ruined everything!
I gave you everything and I gave up my life
And they were all for you! (And they were all for you)

I wonder what went wrong, it became like this
when I’m not pretty sure (No, I’m not pretty sure)
After all the crossings we’ve been through,
it’s not suppose to be like this. Why?
And every time you’re fucking proud of what you’re not
This is the truth and still it’ll be a history

I swear you will know this somehow
Before it’s too late and dies
Realities are so complicated
I wish to see the truth shines brightly in your eyes

It’s even for me, and even for you
Just trying to understand…
(You and me, yeah I remember,
Look how we were meant to be!)

Si Pendek Yang Malang

2009-03-30T19:57:00.006+08:00

*cerita yang telah di perap selame 18 hari*
pada 12/3 perjalanan pulang dari bintang untuk kembali ke skudai,

"kau selalu la kena macam ni epul.aku kesiah tengok kau"
"a'ah doe.kesian 'si pendek yang malang' dalam percintaan"
"*tersengih*.ha'ah doe.mungkin aku di takdirkan macam ni *monolog dalaman:punaya lu bee!*'"

i've learn that the journey is more important than the end or the start,
eventually all of this will be a memory.
i've enjoyed the journey back home,
even though i'm holding the burden of my tears to burst,
i've had fun.so much fun.
driving in the rain with my two closes friends and making stupid things on the highway makes me forget about my agony.
night comes,i had a manly talk with qucai.
yeah he's a good listener,he knows how i felt inside.
he do knows how to give out constructive words and good advises,
but i'm the one that stubborn enough not to listen to it
guys!thanks for the memories!

Terima Kasih Sahabat

2009-03-30T09:30:00.005+08:00

thanks sahabat-sahabat aku yang sentiase ade bersama di waktu senang mahu pun susah,
thanks bee qucai wawan yang menemani aku untuk mengapai bintang yang mustahil,
thanks niena kerana tak putus-putus menelefon aku di waktu aku memerlukan sesesorang,sorry if your phone bill naik.hehe.thanks ye cik niena!
thanks qay kerana meminjamkan waktu kau untuk mendengar tangisan aku,aku tau aku nangis buruk,maafkan aku ye?
thanks kepada john mael azam naz nad dan sahabat-sahabat yang lain kerana ade di samping aku sewaktu aku memerlukan teman.
all of you are my heroes!
you guys rock!

May God Bless You Guys!
Amin!

A Letter To You

2009-03-25T21:19:00.010+08:00

there's no need for you to feel guilty,
kerna saya hanya watak tambahan dalam kisah ini,
i know that it's hard for you to talk to me right now,
it's hard for you to answer all of my questions,
i'm sorry for pushing you that way,
because of desperation thats building high up inside had made me that way,
buat masa ni biarlah soalan-soalan tu tanpa jawapan,
if awak dah bersedia,
you know where to find me,
saya mintak maaf kalau saya menghilang macam tu je,
even though it's hard i'm learning to let you go,
i have to move on with my life,
the thing is i miss you so much,
i'm still deeply in love with you ,
maafkan saya sebab menyintai awak sebegitu dalam,
maafkan saya,maafkan saya...
it seems that i can only love you in my dreams...
i just want you to be happy...
tibalah masa untuk saya melangkah pergi,
satu permintaan dari saya,
simpanlah selendang yang awak selalu sarungkan itu,
kerna selendang itu yang membuat saya kenal awak...
jagalah diri awak kerna dunia luar sangat kejam...

remember that,
i will always love you,
and no matter how long it takes i'll wait for you...

dari hati seorang lelaki,
Ahmad Saifullah bin Mohd Noor

The Questions

2009-03-17T20:44:00.008+08:00

is it wrong for me to love you that much?is it?
is it wrong for me to want you that much?is it?
is it wrong for me to fight for your heart that much.is it?
i want to meet you again.i really want to.would you?
but i'm scared that if we meet,it would hurt me more.
it would make you confuse.
i've tried to ignore this feeling but i can't.
its been killing me inside.slowly and softly.
and yes i've been crying since we last met.
yeah i know i'm weak.i'm fragile.
that's who i am.
i'm sorry to say that i've been stalking you.
yup i've been.i just can't help it.
reading at it makes me hurt more inside.
i've been faking all the jiggly attitude when we talked.
your words have been like giving me hope.
but that hope is the one that kills me.
but i do want your words.
knowing that you have loved me before,kills me more.
by than i realize that i'm not good enough for you.am i?
why don't you just take a loaded gun,put it through my head
and pull the trigger?why don't you?
the thing is,it hurts me inside.it kills me.
God knows how long i can stand this.

God please give me the strength to pull this through...

*rock kecik with a broken heart by lahelectrik*

Pusingan Terakhir

2009-03-14T18:56:00.001+08:00

bila di pusingan terakhir,
ku corekkan kata-kata menari,
untuk di bawakan bersama angin lalu,
kekusutan yang lalu,

biar pun harus melangkah pergi,
kita kan bertemu kembali,
di satu arus,
di satu detik,
kita kan kembali bertemu...

Some Time It's Better To...

2009-03-14T17:55:00.008+08:00

From the beginning i know that I'm not suit to pursue her heart but yet she gave me a hope to battle it out.It's not her wrong to do that.She's the Princess but yet who I'm i?I'm just a humble knight.Life as a knight,who battle out more war than he could remember learn to never give up in life.A Prince Charming from a far kingdom has won that heart of yours.Sometime it's better for me to put the sword down for a while.Maybe i lost this battle now but not the war in the future.I'll disappear in the gaze of night.Even though it's hard for me to swallow this reality I'll say farewell for the moment.Thanks Princess for the sweet memories that you gave me even though it's just for a short period of time.Thanks for trying to accept me.I'll remember those three words you said to me.A knight always hold his words.Sorry for all my sins.My best wishes to you Princess and the Prince of your heart.You'll always be in my heart.May God Bless You.Amin

*rock kecik with a broken heart by lahelectrik*

Just Want You To Know

2009-03-14T15:28:00.003+08:00

Demoliton Lovers by My Chemical Romance

*you know who you are*

Di Saat Hiba

2009-03-14T14:51:00.007+08:00

"jadikanlah ku tentera Fisabilillah yang tertera di kalimah harap memanduilah
entah apabila persimpangan tiba,hidup penuh rintangan harus ku hadapinya
harap ku tidak terlupa diri bila gembira,dan cuma mula mencari kau disaat hiba
ku cuma manusia penuh dengan kesilapan tapi bisa membezakan cahaya dan kegelapan
tabah bila dihalangan duri onak dan cobaan"

*Alhamdulillah by Too Phat*

moga Dia memberi aku kekuatan untuk kembali berdiri...

Sekali Lagi

2009-03-14T13:08:00.005+08:00

kembalinya aku kepada kegilaan untuk sujud di bawah telapak-NYA

Bintang

2009-03-12T22:20:00.003+08:00

Di sudut mata ku,
Engaku yang teragung,
Bintang,
Tiada secantik,
Seindah misteri,
Bintang,

Ku kan terus berlari,
Meniti pelangi,
Mengapai di mimpi,
Menembusi langit,
Walaupun mustahil,
Tapi ku percaya,

Ku merenung kembali,
Memohon Illahi,
Menyinari hari,
Kerna ku tak pasti,
Jalan ku lalui,
Untuk selamanya,

Dan kau terus berkelip,
Seolah memanggil,
Bintang,
Dan menari sekali,
Permata di langit,
Bintang...

One Bullet One Shot

2009-03-11T00:47:00.018+08:00

since i've embarrass my self a lot lately with the ouh i'm falling for her and ouh i'm so in love with her.
i think i'm going to take a brake from all of this.
from myspace from blog from ym from msn and all of that stuff.
i'm in a so ouh emo state and about to brake into a million piecess.
the feeling sinks.man it's hard you know!
so there no more honey and lovie dovie stuff and sangap-ing after this.
i know that it's a dream wouldn't ever come true
there's go a fantasy of love that i made
i mean it,i do love and all that thingie to her.
i do.i really2 do.once i love someone, i love her for eternity.
man i do!i think this feeling going to stick to me quite long.
i'll try to put a smile in my days,
and if you see me smiling out there,that means i'm putting a fake one.
so bare with me.
i know that tomorrow i'll wake up and wishing that this is just a dream.
but it's not.
i'm so going to kill my self if i don't stop now.

so this is good bye guys,
pray for me to have the courage to pick myself back up and to have the strength to blog again.
Amin

*rock kecik with a broken heart by lahelectrik*

The Text and The Broken Fantasy

2009-03-11T00:21:00.006+08:00

i knew it.
it's not mine for the taking.
yup i've been fooled again.
no worries.
going to bed with a broken heart
daymmnnn!its kinda hurts la.
not kinda,it realy hurts.
i've put my hope realy2 high this time.
hey dumbo!don't cry la
you said that life made you stronger so what's with the muke ketat?
what's with the blaming your self?
what's with the air mate nak meleleh huh?
malu la boys nangis!
yeah malu...
erghhh!

common la LAH it's not yours for the taking.you can withstand this la bro.common la.
erghh!damn need some moral support here people!!!
or i'll brake like a fragile glass!man!i'm so lame!

man!i'm so going into a emo state right now :(

Big Head 17 At Last

2009-03-10T23:39:00.004+08:00

10th march 1992
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG HEAD!!!

you're 17 at last!

may you keep on rocking the world dude!

The Worst Thing Could Happen

2009-03-10T14:29:00.002+08:00

expecting for the worst case scenario,
and if it is,i wont be so broken hearted.
wish that tonight wouldn't hurt to much,
wish that tonight will be the happiest night of my life.
by time life made me stronger,
i used to broke into tears,
but now i learn to put a smile even though it hurts inside.
and if there's no other way to put the pain away,
on the top of my lungs i'll cry.
but who knows,
maybe tonight i'll be smiling all day long...
wish me luck guys...

*asal aku gelabah sangat ni?tunggu je la sampai malan ni!*

*rock kecik by lahelectrik*

hmm...???

2009-03-09T15:47:00.006+08:00

today?
so boring!i've been keras at home.
now i know how it feels to merindui seseorang.*sigh*
she's been gone to pahang for like hmm... 3 days kot.
i think i'm over reacting.like duh!
we're not officialy yet.i'm so hating this feeling right now.
man!tak duduk diam di buatnya.
why!?!why!?!perasaan ape ni???apekah ia???ia mungkin!!!mungkin tidak!!!
*lagi sekali sigh*

Seni Itu?

2009-03-08T17:10:00.005+08:00

lah said:

pelajaran itu seni,
orang mencari seni atas minat,
seni itu halus,dan halus itu indah,
malu bertanye sesat,
atas sebab bertanye,
kite jumpe ape itu erti seni sebenar
tapi adakah erti seni sebenar adalah yang sebenar?
sebuah seni yang indah lahir dari seni lama yang telah mati.
kau berkate tentang saingan daripada orang sekeliling!
tapi saingan dalam diri masih belom di lunaskan
bila dah selesai dengan hutang diri,
baru kau tau ape itu seni

anak pian said:

pelajaran itu seni .
seni dpt diluahkan dlm plbagai cara .
tp, adakah smua seni itu halus dan indah ?
tidak .
tidak bg org yg bkn brjiwa seni .
seni tidak boleh difahami hanya dgn pndangan .
seni mmpunyai plabagai erti .
tidak kpd satu shj .
stiap org mmpunyai plbagai pndapat .
seni bkn sahaja indah ttp lebih dr itu .
seni perlu diamati dan dijiwai supaya dpt
mnjumpai erti seni .

lah said:

telah dinamakanya seni,
walau pada permukaannya buruk dan kotor,
pada dasarnya ia tetap indah dan halus,
penggiat seni menyalur seni mereka dalam berbagai medium dan bentuk,
terpulang pada kau untuk mentafsirnya,
erti sebenar seni itu hanya Dia yang tahu
kau melabel diri sebagai peminat music,
tapi kau lupe music juga adalah satu seni,
kau hanya bersandiwara,
berdiri dibelakang "aku cinta music"
diri kau sebenarnya hiporkrit,
kembali kepada petak pertama,
konflik diri sendiri kau perlu amati kembali,
di penghujung baru kau kenal apa itu seni

Meeting The Honey Princess #2

2009-03-07T21:10:00.012+08:00

5th march 2009

plan to meet her the night before.she skipped her tuition class just to meet me at our meeting spot,the pondok atas bukit tu la :P.this time,bee qucai and wawan came along with me.naik two bikes.like always the beroks-beroks went searching for cigarettes.walked to our meeting spot,but there's some banglas.saw her and shiro,searched for a new spot.then we settled down there.she's wearing a black selendang with a long pink sleeve t-shirt and a grey track bottom.arrived the beroks-beroks from their journey.the chaos starts.haha.bee qucai and wawan were jumping around with the bikes,while me and her were ehmm... (bercintan cintun la) sambil di perhatikan shiro.haha

when the banglas chaw-ed,we sat at the pondok.she was so beautiful that day that i can't take my eyes off her xP.she turned red when she noticed how i'm acting.she closed my eyes with her hands but i still keep on staring at her.i saw her neck while she unfold some part of her selendang to let some air in,it was white.white as snow.i'm not kidding ya.because of the beroks beroks are out of control,i decided to take a walk.just the both of us.we had a nice conversation and sat at a stairway surrounded by bushes.totally hidden ;).talked about us.things suddenly became awkward.i cracked up a stupid joke to make it better.she laughed and leaned her head on my shoulders (felling gile!!!).suddenly the rain started to fall.it was kinda frustrating since things were just getting romantic.we went back to the pondok and had to leave before the rain gets worse.but i dont want to. i asked her to say the 3 words.she refused and only moved her lips as if she was saying it.i said no and asked her to say it again.finally,she spoke those 3 words in a voice so soft and sweet that who ever hear it will melt into a water of ocean.i said that i love u to her but i couldnt say it in a loud voice since her friend was there.she was blushing.so cute.

then,its time for me to go.i waved to her till i couldn't see her figure no more.my heart was filled with joy,thanks to her.love you honey!

p/s : shiro is a human being.shiro is a she!

Meeting The Honey Princess

2009-03-07T19:50:00.008+08:00

24 Februari 2009

berjumpa dengan honey pada petang hari.bersama-sama ku bee dan qucai yang menaiki kereta dan aku pula memboncing motosikal *sigh*.jumpa honey di taman permainan di area rumahnya.pertama kali melihatnya menyarungkan selendang di atas rambut ikalnya membuatkan aku lebih jatuh cinta.dia bersama rakannya shiro.aku berbual bersama honey sementara bee dan qucai ke kedai membeli ubat perosak paru-paru.kami berjalan ke arah sebuah pondok yang terletak di atas satu bukit.shiro meng-escort kami :P.bermesra bersama honey dan shiro.tapi tumpuan ku lebih pada honey kerana aku ingin mengenalinya dengan lebih mendalam.aku memberinya sim pack yang telah ku janjikan.nombor kami dekat-dekat ;).

bee dan qucai kembali.akibat kepenatan (penat sebab naik motor la),aku mengajak honey dan shiro ke sebuah restoran.honey tidak mahu makan.diet katenya.aku bee dan qucai pelahap makanan yang kami order tanpe menghiraukan mereka.haha!selesai makan,hujan turun dengan agak lebatnya.ingin ke pondok tadi semula,tetapi hujan semakin turun dengan lebatnya.
lalu aku dan bee menghantar honey dan shiro ke sekolah mereka.

sekejap sangat doe jumpe my honey!tak puas!haha