i know that it would eventually hurt me again

she texted...
this time...
hmm...cmne eak nk ckp?
ah!korg bce n nilai r sndiri k!
btw she's using a new number

kcik=hye da tdo kew?
lah=sape ni?
kcik=epul kew 2?(some friends call me epul but i prefer calling me lah)
lah=a'ah.spe eak ni?
kcik=kksh lme
lah=spe sey?
kcik=(her name) igt ag ark?xigt pown xpe aq xmrh...sowie sgt2 coz aq wt ko ritu...hmm...mse 2 aq badmood r.tplg at ko nk maafkn aq kew x...
lah=ni no spe lk?ari 2 lain.xdpt ke msg yg org bg mlm td?

(k i texted he last night.too curious r)

kcik=xdpt pown.ko foward alek mcj nye ley x
lah=trbwng.xpe r.biar org taip blk.ia bunyi begini
lah dh lme maafkn kcik.just bwt cm bnde ni xpnh jd lngsng k.yup,lah still syg
kt kcik but xsme cm dlu...
kcik=abz syg cm ne?
lah=enth xtau.still cri jwpn2
kcik=lah mzty da de pggnti kcik an?
lah=dh.tp allah syg die lg dr lah syg die
kcik=dy da mnggl ke ape?cpt tol lah cri pggnti kcik ek.mzty cpl gn kcik juz nk menkn
prasaan kcik jewk
lah=eh ni ape ni?spe yg main kn spe?klu kcik btl2 syg kt lah kcik dh msg lah 2 3 ari ps lah g sne(tmpt die,kote tinggi).ni dh 49 ari bru nk msg!eh tlg r.lah xpnh trlintas nk main kn spe2.

then she did'nt replay
she said that im playing her?
shit!ur the one that tripping!
i'd drive for 1 hour just to see you for the first time
ps 2 u tarik muke ps 2 leh lak nk maki i xmmsl!

i use to love u that damn much girl!
i loved u with all my heart n soul
i mean it!
after what u did
it really2 hurt me inside!

i don't know if i still love her...
but i know that i do love her...

ahhh!what should i do?


btw thank beeBLANK,mimiTUTUP/ELECTRIK and rokiahTUTUP/ELECTRIK coz
sngop teman aq ke HIGH TOWN(kote tnggi)