Dear blog, it's been years since I've poured myself to you. It's been a crazy 3 years for me. I started to isolate myself again. Keeping myself to me alone. Pushing people away. Well, I have the tendency to make people drift away by themselves. Building a shield around me, hiding my own vulnerability that has always dispute me as a person. I can't be depended on people. It's for better or worse. Now it's just me by myself trying to rectify and re-construct the person in me, I am a mess. An array of thoughts is running through my mind. InShaAllah I'll be writing more after this, just maybe.
Monday, March 10, 2014
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Monday, February 28, 2011
"Sometimes when you're young you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans. But as you get older you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made where simply plans. Because at the end when you're looking back instead of forward you want to believe you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered."
Saturday, February 26, 2011
i don't have the inspiration to write. the urge to type something. i guess, i lost myself. the "me" whom i once become. i want to be him again, where no mountain is to high to claim and no road is too long to run... i was once invincible. i miss being him...
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Aku tau... tak perlu katakan lagi. Iye! aku memang dah tak ada masa untuk menulis blog. Tu dulu. Mungkin sekarang aku dah mempunyai masa. Mungkin. Ah! Aku pernah kata macam ni. Tapi kali betul, aku memang dah ada masa untuk menulis.Banyak cerita aku nak kongsikan. Terlampau banyak. Untuk pagi ni, aku dahulukan cerita pendek ni.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
how i miss my classmates. desperate to see those faces whom together making shit out of life.doing things beyond life.where money is not a factor and corruption are no where to be seen. just laughter and giggles makes life turns. i want to be the hero i am back then...where i feel stronger there than now...