One Bullet One Shot

since i've embarrass my self a lot lately with the ouh i'm falling for her and ouh i'm so in love with her.
i think i'm going to take a brake from all of this.
from myspace from blog from ym from msn and all of that stuff.
i'm in a so ouh emo state and about to brake into a million piecess.
the feeling sinks.man it's hard you know!
so there no more honey and lovie dovie stuff and sangap-ing after this.
i know that it's a dream wouldn't ever come true
there's go a fantasy of love that i made
i mean it,i do love and all that thingie to her.
i do.i really2 do.once i love someone, i love her for eternity.
man i do!i think this feeling going to stick to me quite long.
i'll try to put a smile in my days,
and if you see me smiling out there,that means i'm putting a fake one.
so bare with me.
i know that tomorrow i'll wake up and wishing that this is just a dream.
but it's not.
i'm so going to kill my self if i don't stop now.

so this is good bye guys,
pray for me to have the courage to pick myself back up and to have the strength to blog again.
Amin

*rock kecik with a broken heart by lahelectrik*