The Questions

is it wrong for me to love you that much?is it?
is it wrong for me to want you that much?is it?
is it wrong for me to fight for your heart that much.is it?
i want to meet you again.i really want to.would you?
but i'm scared that if we meet,it would hurt me more.
it would make you confuse.
i've tried to ignore this feeling but i can't.
its been killing me inside.slowly and softly.
and yes i've been crying since we last met.
yeah i know i'm weak.i'm fragile.
that's who i am.
i'm sorry to say that i've been stalking you.
yup i've been.i just can't help it.
reading at it makes me hurt more inside.
i've been faking all the jiggly attitude when we talked.
your words have been like giving me hope.
but that hope is the one that kills me.
but i do want your words.
knowing that you have loved me before,kills me more.
by than i realize that i'm not good enough for you.am i?
why don't you just take a loaded gun,put it through my head
and pull the trigger?why don't you?
the thing is,it hurts me inside.it kills me.
God knows how long i can stand this.

God please give me the strength to pull this through...

*rock kecik with a broken heart by lahelectrik*