IN LOVING MEMORY OF SARA AZIZ

22/04/1988-19/10/2008

as i godek-ing my myspace page.suddenly this bulletin entry just caught my eyes "al-fatihah buat arwah sara aziz".at first i was hmm....(no respon).but tibe2 tergerak hati utk bukak.so i click the link to her blog at the bulletin posted.so from there on started my obsession on her.

i've read every single of her post entry from the start to the end.i get really sad reading at it and cant help but cry. at the age of 20 i just could'nt belive that she's really2 strong facing the greatest test from Allah...she had lung canser stage 3 at that age.

this is one of her post

"I have nobody close to me to be my heroes to look up to in my recovery process,
because they succumbed to cancer.
i lost my grandparents to it.
i understand if they didnt have enough motivation to continue life, to fight cancer.
they've had and achieved everything in their lives.

but me,i'm 20! ive achieved, NOTHING at all in my life.
i know i still have a long way to go ,
and i wont give up until i win this.
i'm not born a quitter, and i have my reasons to continue this life.


i'm diagnosed with stage 3b lung cancer,
with very little chance of living


BUT WHO CARES WHAT STAGE IM IN and what percentage i have left!
you're not God, dont make easy assumptions predecting my lifespan.


i can easily say that,my biggest inspiration comes from Lance Armstrong.
the cancer he went through actually made him a stronger person.
made him a 7 times champion of le tour de france.
crazy.


that's why i love athletes, esp cyclists, pro cyclists.
They're the strongest people that cycle up to 250+ kms, for hours,
endured the pain as if it's just a small bruise, when their shorts are torn and the fresh red flesh is flashing,
ignored their cramped muscles to make it to the finishing line.
not only they're physically strong, they're mentally strong.i couldnt find any sports that has the same beauty as cycling

one thing that i know is,she is a really talented girl in photography.you can see her art work at her flickr and deviantart.she even joined the Rantai Art Festival 2007.and one of her photo are publishw in National Geographic.

tonight is the 40th night she had been in the other side.but it's still hard for me to accept that she's gone.i wish i could known her earlyear.

you're a giveted soul.you're special.you've inspired me.you've touched me.I'm a changed person because of u sara, I am living life better now . I will owe all of my acheivements to you because you have given me so much drive.

you fought to survive,
but yet Allah loved you more,
you are a kind soul and He will be kind to you,

semoga roh sara di cucuri rahmat dan di tempatkan bersama kekasih Allah
AL-fatihah

to the lychee's
do stay strong girls
she deserve much more then this life
now she's in a better place

my life and art work inspired by her's

links to her

xanga site
blogspot
flickr
devianart